Thursday, December 4, 2014

Me


Today I decided to write about myself. It's super easy for me to see the beauty in others. It's not so easy to see my own beauty. Perhaps I am distracted by perceived flaws or my flesh and blood. Either way, it's time for a change not just for me but for everyone. It's time to stop allowing the past and mistakes warp our perspective. The truth is, I am amazing. I am freaking brilliant. I am extremely perceptive which is why I love people and showing them their value. I am compassionate and generous. I love things to be real, raw, and honest because that's what's valuable, even when it's ugly because that's actually beautiful and not ugly at all. I'd rather people see my flaws than not know the real me which is why people feel safe around me. I am also really brave! This is a new discovery. Nothing on earth can hold me back from seeing my dreams become reality. This leads to another valuable characteristic; tenacity, some call it stubbornness. When applied to the right situation this is an invaluable treasure. I apologize to myself for any judgement or grudges I have held and for critical thoughts. I am made in the image of God which means I am so glorious and righteous. So is every person reading this. I am not an accident, neither are you. My existence is very purposeful and I intend to make the best of it. I pray you do the same. The beauty I see in myself is infinite creativity and honesty. I am a reflection of my creator and want the world to know me as the girl who loved. I will spend my life doing just that; loving God, myself, and others.

Keep your heart and eyes open,

Sincerely,
The Myrtle Tree Blossom

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Jen!


Let me introduce you to my beautiful friend Jenny. I call her Jen. I first met her at college during my freshmen year and her Junior year. We grew closer with each semester until she graduated, I came home, and our friendship slowly dwindled. Recently we reconnected. She reached out to me and I really appreciate that. True friends are the ones who choose to love you despite your flaws; with every struggle, you grow closer and closer. Jenny has supported me through so much and was there for me when I experienced some of the biggest tragedies of my life. She has done a wonderful job of showing Christ like love to me and I wish I would have expressed my gratitude more when we were not separated by miles of highway, vast expanses of sky, and stretches of geographical barriers. What always impresses me about Jen is her ability to stay in touch no matter the distance. She has lived in so many different countries and still stays in touch with her roots. She has a lovely way of allowing all her diverse backgrounds to mesh and result in the creation that is the epitome of Jen. She is unique, brave, confident, and truly values people, not to mention She's the hottest Asian lady ever! ;) The beauty I see in you Jenny is your undying commitment to God, yourself, and others.  You display the verse that says nothing can separate us from the love of God in Jesus. No matter what happens, you push through. You choose to love and be loved. Thank you Jen, for showing the world what a gift you are!

Keep your heart and eyes open!
Sincerely,
The Myrtle Tree Blossom